Saturday, October 22, 2011

true love's kiss

I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
and a prince I'm hoping comes with this...lalala

that's what happen when I watched enchanted too many times and I've watched it again tonight. oops I think it's  morning already cuz its already 2 a.m. watching the story again makes me feels happy but then again the loneliness will follow cuz i have no love partner yet. hope you'll understand what I'm saying.

btw, I'm updating this entry in english because I want to improve my writing skills in english. well, soon I'm going to be a part time english teacher so I think this is necessary. please don't lough at me after reading this because I know my english is quite bad since I've not been writing and speaking in english frequently lately. yeah lately I'm more on reading in english.

anyway, back to the topics, actually a few days back until today I'm still in a dilemma and this have nothing to do with the film enchanted. not at all. the only thing that was in my mind the whole week was 'am I going home this raya haji holiday?' and it haven't been settled yet.

actually I was planning to go home last night but due to some unavoidable reasons I'm still at Kajang today. not to mention that I'm stuck with a 10 pages of assignment and a laboratory report and a pile of another works =.=" fuhh

I was in a dilemma becuz I was told that the ticket that for my hometown was already sold out by a few trusted sources but my mother seems to disagree with me and stands with her instinct that the ticket is still available only for me. I think she really wants me to be at home this eid and that makes me feels a lot more guilty for being so irresponsible lately. the thing is I really forgot to steal a little bit of my busy time to find the ticket for this year's eid. also, I feels like I'm an useless and an ungrateful daughter to my parents for having to tell them this kind of sad news already.

father, mother, please forgive your daughter. I promise I'll find the best way to be home on this raya haji. do pray for me! Amen.



let loose peeps.

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