HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNI! (I'm 20 now..)

assalamualaikum awesome people!

I've been hearing and reading these 3 words (HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNI!) since yesterday and that makes me feels very happy. alhamdulillah *dah besor rupenye anak mak*..hehe..its my 20th birthday today though I can't even believe that I'm 20 now.haha

2 days ago four of my best buddy which is najwa,kelly,yasmin and maryam brought me to alamanda,putrajaya. at first they told me we're going there to find daily necessities as they are short of those things.

turns out that it was a surprise party (although it's just a small gathering I'd like to call it party). I was quite shock but at the same time I was very happy because no one had ever did that to me before.

although its still early to celebrate my birthday but I'm still grateful that they remembered it. they said we're celebrating my birthday earlier due to our art festival that turns out occurring on my birthday which is today.

they surprised me with the chocolate indulgence cake from secret recipe which was very delicious and they treat me for the whole day. it was indeed an awesome day and I thanked them a lot for the day.love them!

and today most of my friends and family wishing me via facebook and sms for my birthday except my mother who calls me directly.love you mak!

I also got a special birthday wishes from S.U.K.A S.U.K.I blog which dedicated her blog entry just to wish my bestday.thanks a lot to the admin which is my oldneverforgotten friend aida. I was really touched after I read it.thanks again girl.

tonight I will be performing kompang and Chinese drums at the closing ceremony of UKM art festival. I was  a bit nervous but honestly I enjoy doing that because I really love the art stuff.so guys wish me luck!



till the next entry yeah. I'll post my wishlist for my 20th years on the next entry so watch out!
let loose peeps.salam.

a day before raya

its a day before raya haji or raya korban or hari raya aidiladha and i'm still a kajang. poor me but i'm grateful of being here and with what i'm having. because there is still a lot of people who don't have shelter and cannot celebrate their hari raya happily.so be grateful every seconds of your life peeps!

well it's been quite a long time since my last update and I really missed to blog again. not to say that I haven't blogwalk for a long time due to my busy schedule. I've just finished two papers for my midsemester test which subjects are chemical statistics and organic chemistry 2. both papers are tough and the organic chem paper was tougher than ever because its in malay.

I don't have problems with malay but we learn everything in english then suddenly the exam was in malay. how could they do this to me? LOL. but then I relieved myself in english class where I was chosen as the Best Dressed Female and i got chocolates. thanks madam for appreciating my effort of searching the whole wardrobe to find the nicest thing to wear for the grooming day. and the day was real fun!

Today i'm fasting and can't wait to reach Maghrib *ya know why*. ok then till here.see ya soon!
 let loose peeps!
assalamualaikum.

true love's kiss

I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss
and a prince I'm hoping comes with this...lalala

that's what happen when I watched enchanted too many times and I've watched it again tonight. oops I think it's  morning already cuz its already 2 a.m. watching the story again makes me feels happy but then again the loneliness will follow cuz i have no love partner yet. hope you'll understand what I'm saying.

btw, I'm updating this entry in english because I want to improve my writing skills in english. well, soon I'm going to be a part time english teacher so I think this is necessary. please don't lough at me after reading this because I know my english is quite bad since I've not been writing and speaking in english frequently lately. yeah lately I'm more on reading in english.

anyway, back to the topics, actually a few days back until today I'm still in a dilemma and this have nothing to do with the film enchanted. not at all. the only thing that was in my mind the whole week was 'am I going home this raya haji holiday?' and it haven't been settled yet.

actually I was planning to go home last night but due to some unavoidable reasons I'm still at Kajang today. not to mention that I'm stuck with a 10 pages of assignment and a laboratory report and a pile of another works =.=" fuhh

I was in a dilemma becuz I was told that the ticket that for my hometown was already sold out by a few trusted sources but my mother seems to disagree with me and stands with her instinct that the ticket is still available only for me. I think she really wants me to be at home this eid and that makes me feels a lot more guilty for being so irresponsible lately. the thing is I really forgot to steal a little bit of my busy time to find the ticket for this year's eid. also, I feels like I'm an useless and an ungrateful daughter to my parents for having to tell them this kind of sad news already.

father, mother, please forgive your daughter. I promise I'll find the best way to be home on this raya haji. do pray for me! Amen.

let loose peeps.

nak iphone for my birthday tahun ni boleh?

baru-baru ni kita dikejutkan...
okay ayat dah macam pembaca berita dunia dah.

anyway korang tau kan steve jobs dah pun passed away a few days ago.so satu dunia pun terasa dengan pemergian dia tu.

in case ada yang kurang tahu steve jobs ni adalah salah seorang founder and pengasas Apple.thanks to him la korang dapat pakai smartphone macam iphone tu.

aku pun turut terkesan jugak dengar news ni eventhough aku tak rapat pun dengan dia.memang tak kenal pun cuma tahu nama and sape dia je.

sebabnya aku ni salah seorang daripada jutaan peminat gadgets and aku paling admire barang-barang Apple la.

aku rasa dalam banyak-banyak gadgets, batang keluaran Apple paling innovative and smart.tak tahu la pendapat orang lain because different people have different taste.

speaking about iphone, yang paling latest iphone 4S rite sebab iphone 5 belum keluar lagi.
bestnya kalau ada orang nak bagi iphone 4 for my birthday this year 2 bulan lagi.i really wish for an iphone.pleaseeee.

tadi my beloved mother called tanya khabar while diorang having breakfast at home.so aku cakap la pasal steve and i mentioned how beautiful and how lucky if ada iphone and i heard my father cakap (diorang pasang loudspeaker) bolehla kalau nak nanti kita beli.

and now i'm jumping with joy hoping that what i've heard is true.LOL

i remember my cousin who lives in australia yang umur 7 or 8 years old selalu mintak doa macam ni after prayers, "ya Allah please give me an iphone...."
so cute kan.he's a boy named Irham.

kalau budak kecik tu pun mengidam iphone sangat-sangat sampai hari-hari after prayers dia mintak kat Allah aku yang dah besar and dah lama using phone ni lagilah mengidam nasib baik tak meroyan jer.hoho ;)

let loose-love,
ayuni

oh! i forgot i don't have roommates anymore

assalamualaikum.

rindu pulak nak ada roommate like when i was in the first years.now aku dah tak ada roommate anymore and i felt a bit lonely. tadi pun after class aku balik bilik and rasa sedih because i have no one in my huge room to share about my feelings,apa yang best hari ni and apa yang tak best happens hari ni.

tambah-tambah lagi dua tiga hari ni aku dapat ulcer mulut and sore throat and feeling like gonna have a fever lah and so on. so bila takde roommates rasa macam nobody is taking care of me and it sucks.

lagi????

before this tak pernah nak worried too much about leaving the room key in the room because if aku tertinggal kunci then my roommate boleh tolong bukakan pintu.but now i'll have to carry that red key with me anywhere whenever i'm out of the room. kalau tertinggal habisla!!! =.='

lagi ke???

cukup la.sekarang aku dah bersyukur because having no roommates pun ade advantages dia jugak. macam rasa heaven jugak duduk bilik sorang-sorang ni.bak kata kawan aku kelly oxygen dalam bilik tu kita tak payah nak share dengan orang lain lagi dah.hahha

anyway let loose

biar dia la jadi roommate aku sekarang ;)

openhouse sana sini.

assalamualaikum.

masa ni cepat betul berlalu.diam tak diam dah one week aku mulakan chapter baru dalam pelajaran aku kat uni.tak terasa pun masa yang cepat tinggalkan aku tuh.

hari ni pun tak terasa tapi dah nak sampai penghujung hari ni.hari ni umi and ayahjo ajak pegi openhouse kat rumah kawan dia.maklumla raya kat kl ni sebulan tak macam kampung aku kat kelantan.

then tau-tau jela bila openhouse orang masak macam-macam jenis juadah yang yummy-yummy kan.aku memang jenis yang tak boleh tengok makanan especially yang sangat membuka selera macam tu.

so aku pun apa lagi bedal 2 pinggan nasi tomato.ayam masak merah dia memang champion la.then for dessert aku ambik satu mangkuk koktel.aku rasa jugak sikit mee rebus yang dia buat.

balik rumah pulak rasa macam nak demam sebab kena hujan.terus mandi and then i took a nap.bangun pulak dah lewat petang and then masak pastu makan nasi lagi.lepas tu gastrik sebab overdose makan banyak hari ni.

so conclusionnya aku kalau nak makan kena jaga before overdose.

let loose-yuni

wassalam.

God, give us peace.please.

assalamualaikum.

pertolongan pertama yang kita harap bila dalam kesusahan confirmla pertolongan dari Tuhan tak kira la agama apa pun kita kan.

lepas tu baru fikir nak mintak tolong from family and friends.aku rasa sedih sangat bila memikirkan sekarang ramai orang berlumba-lumba nak hidup senang sampai abaikan kebahagiaan orang sekeliling macam family and friends.

kat sini aku bukannya nak burukkan or nak aibkan sesapa tapi cuma nak bagi pengajaran pada diri sendiri jugak.aku terfikir nak up entri ni pun lepas apa yang aku lalui sendiri dalam daily life aku.

anyway,sepanjang 4 months aku kat rumah banyak perkara yang dah buat aku sedar bahawa aku masih jagung mentah lagi dalam kehidupan yang panjang ni.

still banyak lagi benda yang aku belum lalui untuk bergelar seorang insan yang sempurna.yela umur aku pun baru 19 nak masuk 20 a few months lagi.means aku baru nak masuk phase dewasa yang mencabar tu kan.

antara yang aku observe masa holiday tempoh hari is how a parents langsung tak nak tolong their own son without a reasonable reason.mana hilangnya kasih sayang yang pernah ada dulu.i don't get it.

sedih sangat bila tengok sorang anak korbankan masa,tenaga, wang yang banyak tapi pengorbanan tu tak dihargai sebaliknya dihina dan dicaci lagi.and at the end bila diorang susah diorang cari jugak orang yang diorang pernah hina ni.

i think it's not fair la bila kita gunakan someone else untuk dapat keuntungan untuk diri sendiri even if orang tu our own family.actually benda ni happen dalam my own family.that's why la i want back the peace yang pernah ada dalam family aku.i really missed those old times when we gather and have fun.

habis madu sepah dibuang.seriusly orang yang come up with this peribahasa was genius.haha.till next time.

let loose,yuni.

wassalam.

p/s: ada lampiran photo raya ;)

 ni aku ngan adik no 3 name isya

 ni la family aku dari kiri duduk aku,mak,ayah and adik lelaki aku,kimi.

duduk bawah isya and sarah.

 isya or batrisyia

XD

hectic week!

assalamualaikum.

tak semua orang dikurniakan nikmat sihat macam kita sekarang ni.so bersyukurlah dengan apa yang kita ada.

anyway, minggu ni cukup busy and memenatkan.sampai satu badan sakit-sakit and rasa nak demam. mana tak sakit bila tiap-tiap hari kena jalan turun naik bukit for half an hour before sampai destinasi yang dituju.

maybe sakit-sakit tu sebab aku belum used to the routine. alah bisa tegal biasa orang melayu cakap.nanti dah a few weeks ulang alik aku fine la.

a few days lepas masa aku nak tidur kat bilik sorang-sorang suddenly my mind reflect balik aktiviti aku minggu ni.biasala bila nak tidur aku mesti fikir macam-macam.

bila aku fikir balik tak berbaloi penat lelah aku ulang alik jauh-jauh ke kelas kalau semester ni aku tak dapat result elok.

so peeps doakan aku ye so that semangat aku kuat untuk hadapi semua dugaan and so that aku lebih fokus dalam study aku.

let loose,yuni

wassalam.

chapter baruku!

Assalamualaikum.

Blog ni sampai susah nak bukak sebab dah lama tinggal tak ber ‘entry’. Anyway sekarang ni permulaan hidup aku yang baru pulak.

Setelah lama berholiday kat rumah duk tido bangun menjahit and vice versa aku sekarang dah balik kolej. Cuti 4 bulan yang dibangga-bangga sangat lama tu dah pun habis.macam tak rasa pun 4 bulan.

Then, masuk-masuk je kolej aku dapat flatlet.single room blok bawah and jauh dari kafe.aku a bit sedih la sebab dah jauh dari kafe but aku bersyukur sebab still dapat perlindungan and dapat tempat tinggal yang comfortable masa aku belajar ni.

Lagipun sekarang ni aku dah tak payah nak fikir pasal roommate dah sebab aku stay sorang-sorang.finally aku rasa macam dapat jugak freedom yang aku cari selama ni.haha *gelak macam jahat pulak.

Dua tiga hari ni penat sangat sebab kelas semua baru start so rushing jalan kaki ke sana sini naik turun berates-ratus tangga sampai nak tercabut lutut nak kejar kelas.dah la dah lama tak berexercise macam ni kan so badan semua habis sakit-sakit.

Apepun semua ni la yang aku kena bayar untuk kejayaan di masa depan.so bersyukur la dengan nikmat kesihatan yang Allah bagi.kalau ikutkan hati banyak sangat nak cerita sebab life aku dah masuk chapter baru pulak kan tapi nantilah aku cerita di lain entry ye.

-Let loose-

Wassalam.

jar of hearts

sesuatu yang aku belajar dan diajar oleh parents aku sejak dari kecik ialah bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada dan bukannya tamak dan guna cara tak elok untuk dapat apa yang kita nak.

maybe sebab tu aku jadi tak berapa kisah kalau tak dapat apa yang aku nak eventhough aku betul-betul nakkan benda tu. lagi parah kalau aku dah hampir dapat benda tu tapi at last dapat kat orang lain jugak.

sedih kan tapi kalau kita dapat kawal perasaan semuanya akan jadi tenang sebab everything happens for a good reasons.

kita mesti ingat mungkin itu bukan rezeki kita atau mungkin Tuhan nak bagi kita yang lebih baik dari yang tu. selalu fikir dengan optimis kalau nak hidup kita sentiasa tenang ye.

sekarang ni musim bola so kalau team yang kita sokong tu kalah atau tak perform dengan baik so anggapla tu bukan rezeki diorang atau mungkin kemenangan yang lebih besar menanti diorang.

ada satu lagu yang memotivasikan aku saat ni yang mencetuskan idea aku untuk tulis entry ni. tajuk lagu tu jar of hearts by christine perri.lirik and melody lagu ni betul-betul bagi maksud mendalam and i loike it so much.kalau ada masa korang dengarlah ye.

"Jar Of Hearts"

No, I can't take one more step towards you
‘Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus:]
Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I've learned to live, half alive
And now you want me one more time

[Chorus]

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
‘Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

let loose-love-peace ^^

cuti yang gempak!

salam percutian! lame betul tinggalkan penulisan ni. tiba-tiba rase rindu nak menaip datang lagi

macam-macam perkara aku alami sepanjang cuti yang sememangnya panjang ni and kalau nak cerita kat sini sampai tahun depan punya deepavali pun rasanya tak habis ni. *cewah*

awal-awal cuti hari tu aku excited sebab dah lama tak balik kampung but then lepas a few weeks aku start rase bosan.

ingat nak buat kerja part time tapi takde pulak kerja yang available maklumla kat kampung kan bukannya bandar besar pun.

then i realize takde kerja yang lebih noble untuk aku selain tolong mak dengan kerja-kerja menjahit dia kat rumah.

lagipun sekarang ni tempahan baju banyak banyak banyak sangat sangat *hiperbola ke tu???* sebab dah nak masuk bulan puasa bulan mulia then lepas tu raya.

sepanjang few weeks aku kat rumah relax enjoy and do nothing tu aku sedar banyak perkara and dapat clearkan banyak masalah yang selama ni aku pendam and aku tak tahu.

cuti ni buat aku sedar betapa susahnya mengorbankan diri untuk kesenangan orang and betapa susahnya menempuh cabaran hidup ni.

selain tu jugak aku dapat selesaikan masalah ketenangan hati aku yang selama ni rasa tak tenteram. especially masalah cinta.

jangan salah faham ye korang. bukan masalah cinta dengan kekasih semata-mata tapi masalah cinta ku dengan penciptaku jugak tapi tak terkecuali masalah cinta dengan si dia.hehe

pendek kata masa beberapa minggu yang terluang tu aku gunakan untuk muhasabah diri, kenali diri aku sendiri and cari ketenangan dalam diri ni.

sekarang aku rasa lebih peace and lebih bersemangat untuk hadapi hari-hari yang akan datang.

di next entry nanti aku cerita lagi pasal cuti aku yang gempak! ni.haha 

let loose-love-peace ;)