tak dan perkaitannya

"aku tak makan kacang tapi kuah kacang aku makan"

"aku tak makan lempeng tapi pancake aku sukeeee"

"saya tak makan petai tapi petai dalam sambal petai saya makan"

"tak suka pakai skinny jeans weh tapi kalau skinny cantik aku pakai"

"aku makan pisang tapi kalau pisang tu dah lebam aku tak nak"

aku tak pasti kalau aku sorang je ade perangai tak senoonoh macam ni or ada lagi orang lain macam aku. well i think its normal to be like this sebab taste orang lain-lain kan. basically tak sama sebab setiap orang dilahirkan dalam environment and keadaan yang berbeza.

berdasarkan pembacaan dan pengetahuan aku yang tak seberapa ni la, persekitaran mampu pengaruhi seseorang. even kalau kita tengok dalam sesebuah family pun tak semua ada taste yang sama walaupun semua ada taste yang lebih kurang #ayatmacamkellyng.

tapi sekarang almost everyday aku kena nganjing ngan MOCK ZACK and ROY sebab perangai pelik aku ni. well aku rasa ada orang lagi pelik dari aku kottt. contohnya macam meehoon dijadikan makanan kebangsaan. or or "I tak makan daging tapi kalau daging tu lembut baru I makan" ha ha ha

at least ade orang lagi pelik dari I hokayyy =)
takpela yang penting aku sayang diorang semua.fullstop :)

XOXO,
ENDY

finally i've turn 21!

assalamualaikum

tanggal 4 disember 2012 (beberapa hari yang lepas) aku secara rasminya telah dianugerahkan dengan title "dewasa" sebab finally aku dah masuk umur 21. orang kata bila dah masuk umur 21 ni kita dah dewasa. dah dapat kunci kebebasan 'key to freedom' gittew.

Si MOCK, ZACK dengan ROY asyik gelakkan aku je bila aku cakap pasal kunci kebebasan ni.katanya diorang dah lama dah dapat.memangla dah lama sebab korang dah lama masuk 21. dah lama tua.LOL.

anyway on that lucky day i've got many birthday wishes baik from family (except mom and dad yang sampai hari ni lupa nak wish), from friends and relatives. tapi yang paling best is bila bestfriends treats you on your birthday. the best part is the surprise part XD. love you guys sooooo fucking freaking much. got cakes from secret recipe which was like yummmeh! and i got to watch a 3D movie for the first time on that day. and it was AMAZING!!! tengok movie best in 3D pulak memanglah amazing. that day we watched LIFE OF PI. it was a really great story. cukup rencah la cerita tu. sedih ada happy ada takut ada semua ada lah. high motivation and fully packed with moral values. aspek religion pun ada and they are not biased and stated the true facts about sesebuah religion.

cakap pasal rencah teringat kisah kami 4 orang.nak tau klik sini. #sempatpromote

actually dari hari birthday tu lagi aku nak up entry cerita pasal birthday surprise ni tapi memandangkan minggu ni pack giler lebih pack dari ikan sardin dalam tin tu so hari ni baru dapat tulis. ade lagi yang nak aku cerita tapi save it on the next entry.

XOXO
ENDY :)

minggu tengok wayang..i'm lovin' it!

assalamualaikum.

i ho i ho..harap maklum ini effect setelah tengok wayang cerita ISTANBUL AKU DATANG. frankly speaking aku kurang minat nak tengok wayang cerita melayu. bukan tak nak sokong industri perfileman Malaysia cuma kadang-kadang movie melayu is not worth to be watch and paid for. *hollywood sangat*

so sekarang bolehla buat review sket-sket walaupun review article untuk assignments belom siap lagi. kekeke LOL. okay back to the story aku rasa cerita ISTANBUL AKU DATANG ni first filem romantik komedi melayu yang fun, cute, and tak bosan tengok. sape belum tengok lagi go book your ticket now.hehe

lepas tu another film yang berjaya aku tengok is SKYFALL. yang ni memang legend ahh sebab james bond punya film. honestly aku memang tak pernah tengok film james bond walaupun membesar dengan era james bon di *yeke???* tapi seriusly aku tak pernah tengok film dia. edisi ke-23 ni which is SKYFALL baru aku tonton. and memang sangat best movie ni and menyesal tak tengok dari dulu. sekarang tercari-cari movies james bond yang lama-lama.

okay next movie is JAB TAK HAI JAAN. this one memang AWESOME!!! memang boleh bagi 5 star for this movie. siap lepas habis movie most orang dalam hall bangun and bagi standing ovation sambil tepuk tangan okay. kelas la Yash Chopra ni. anyway sayangnya sebab ni filem last yang dia buat before he died. walaupun duration film ni lama which is 3 hours but believe me it is worth to be watch. anyway Shah Rukh Khan memang forever handsome,tampan,macho segala lah and he still doesn't lose his dance. dia memang LEGEND. will always be in my heart. jyeahhh *LOVE*

anyway rasanya cukuplah review tu kot. conclusionnya semua yang aku tengok ni best. full stop.

enjoy the movie! let loose!
love, NA3.

random entry #5

assalamualaikum.

masa cuti kat kampus ni agak membosankan because suasana kat sini quite sunyi. ramai yang balik rumah but then ramai jugak yang tak balik aku tengok. and today something happened in the campus. and because this campus is the main campus of UKM so the news spread faster.

kite sedia maklum sekarang memang musim hujan and if i'm right sekarang musim angin monsun timur barat. tadi when me and my besties tengah buat homework sambil online yamyam came across a picture kat fb with a caption "tsunami di UKM".

surprisingly the picture was uploaded a few minutes after the accident happens. gambar tu menunjukkan laluan pejalan kaki or yamyam call it susur gajah sepanjang jalan tepi DECTAR UKM tu roboh because of the heavy rain and wind petang tadi. teruk jugak la because we heard that lebih kurang 25 biji kereta kena hempap and dua orang student master injured because of that runtuhan.

pics courtesy of fb

as you can see above kereta-kereta yang parking very near to that laluan kena hempap but not just that, kereta yang park depan row kereta yang kena hempap ni pun tak selamat. cermin pecah-pecah and kereta kemek jugak. may Allah have mercy.

well everything happens for a good reason kan. maybe ada hikmahnya behind all that happened.

let loose! salam!

p/s: happy diwali to all indians out there :)

random entry #4

assalamualaikum

okay memandangkan proposal dah siap ditaip and dah dihantar dah pun so bolehla menaip disini. seriously pack giler rase minggu before cuti midsem nih because me and my friends dihujani dengan kerja yang bertimbun.

nasib baik la proposal sempat disiapkan before the deadline. itupun kitorang sempat main snooker, tengok wayang and pegi karaoke lagi.hohoho.assignments yang kena submit awal dah pun kitorang submit. tinggal nak buat homework mase cuti, betulkan balik proposal yang dah siap ditanda, study for midsem exams and tolong our dearest supervisor, Dr. A a.k.a acu with his work. because he is super duper busy lately sampai tak menang tangan nak handle all his work.

anyway, dengan kerja yang berlambak-lambak lagi tak siap ni problems with friends tak setel-setel jugak. we are still not okay. moga Allah beri petunjuk pada kami. amin :)

minggu yang hectic ni aku dapat tidur berapa jam je sehari. siapkan kerja sampai pagi and kelas sampai ke petang.seriously penat jadi final year student ni. penat yang amat tau. so harus jadi seorang yang tabah untuk tempuh final year. bukan dari segi study je cabarannya but the challenge is the whole. i mean from study, family, friends, lecturers, fate and so on.

as i'm going through this challenging year i hope whoever is in the same situation as me is given good times and may their work be easier. amin.

let loose peeps!

I AM SORRY (T_T)

assalamualaikum.

memandangkan blogging ni one of the way to express the feeling so aku gunakan kesempatan ni untuk luahkan apa yang terbuku di hati ni. orang kata tak baik simpan perasaan sorang-sorang. kalau tak nanti kena depression tak pun sakit mental or worse comes to worst jadi pendendam yang sakit mental. bahaya tuuu.

lately friendship among agasses dah tak macam dulu. kalau dulu kami really unite sekarang tak lagi. it all happens after we went to Riau few weeks ago. actually before kitorang pegi pun dah ada issue dah. tapi seriously aku tak sangka it will end up like this. now semua ikut haluan masing-masing.ada yang tak bertegur sapa. tak pegi kelas sama-sama. tak duduk makan semeja. even kalau duduk makan semeja pun belum tentu bertegur sapa.

everything happens at Riau makes me wonder if we will ever be united like before. those happy memories, sweet moments and good times together before buat aku betul-betul sedih bila teringat balik. well nobody's perfect kan. buat salah tu tak mustahil bagi seorang yang bernama manusia. even me myself ada buat salah. banyak pun and I apologized for every wrongdoings that I've done. aku rasa dalam hal ni salah faham and miscommunication yang buat semua ni jadi twisted and susah nak diselesaikan.

yela bukan senang nak ungkapkan kata "maaf". it tooks guts to do that tapi orang yang boleh rendahkan ego dia and mintak maaf bagi aku orang yang noble. tak mudah wei serius tak mudah. and what really touched me is we've been so close for more than a year and it took only one week for us to be separated like this. T_T

if only I can go back to that time I wish I could fix everything. deep in my heart I really want us agasses to be together like we always do before but if this is the best for us now I accept this fate and may all of us be blessed by Allah forever. may we all succeed in everything that we are striving for. 

AMIN

wordless wednesday #4

O Allah, unite our heart forever please T.T

random entry #3

Assalamualaikum and if its not too late selamat hari raya.hiks

Jangan tanya apasal lambat benor wish for eid mubarak because you know everyone will be very busy when it comes to hari raya. lepas raya pulak ade final exam and cuti cuma tinggal a week before entering a new semester. ditambah lagi dengan nervousness nak masuk final year *which dah start dah right now*. everything was hmm i would say a bit chaotic for me. lagi-lagi bila second family ku kat kajang buat openhouse hari aku check in kat kolej. huru-hara mana nak check in ambik kunci bila nak hangkut barang-barang bila nak unpack. nampak tak betapa crowdednya fikiran aku masa tu.

Anyway semua tu dah lepas and dah settled dah pun. cuma banyak benda nak ambik lagi kat rumah tu sebab banyak benda tertinggal bila pack barang last minute. my final year starts with well i can say its awkward-yet-interesting. first kelas hari tu macam awkward and i don't know weather because everyone is homesick,nervous or sebab we the agasses macam dah semulajadi rapat but everyone baru nak adjust diri sebab lama tak jumpa. tapi aku rasa uncomfortable dalam class sampai hari ni. hope everything will be better soon.

Kali ni aku lebih bersemangat masuk semester baru and aku pun kurang sure kenapa. maybe because aku baru tukar netbook or because aku dapat bilik sama.entah. anyway my hope for this sem is that i'll be studying continuously bukannya last minute macam sem lepas-lepas. 

GANBATEH! 

image from google

2012 eidul fitri.

Assalamualaikum.

Dek kerana kesibukan melampau pada musim hari raya seminggu yang lepas maka tak berupdatelah belog ini. I think its not too late for me to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN for today is still dalam bulan syawal. ade jugak gian nak meng 'up' entry masa kat kampung hari tu but then baru je aku nak on lappy ade je orang datang rumah. semua gara-gara ayah buat his special homemade roti canai yang 'everybody loves it' tu.

anyway kalau nak cerita pasal raya satgi empat hari empat malam pun tak sudah nak dibaca entry aku ni. so biarlah memoria raya this year aku sematkan dalam ingatan aje. well everybody have their own version of raya story kan. lagipun aku rasa raya tahun ni agak hambar daripada selalu and rasa macam sekejap je duduk rumah because of aku balik lambat and so on.

but of course I wanna share gambar-gambar raya tahun ni. sekarang kan trend orang share gambar je. sampai nak masuk tandas pun share kat instagram. aku takdela snap banyak gambar pun tapi untuk kenangan tu adela sket-sket.


ok lets start with this pic.

 ini kek yang member ayah bagi and since aku buat kek tak berapa nak jadi so just nice la aku hidang kek ni.kekeke

these were some of the dish yang my lovely mak buat. antara juadah wajib every year is nasi impit and kuah kacang. and this year ayah buat his special roti canai with kari kambing.yumyum :)

and while they were off to semayang raya we yang tak pegi semayang raya *well you know why* sempat camwhoring while waiting for them to be home. that was me and my lovely younger sister isya.

both of us posing banyak-banyak sementara takde orang lagi kat rumah.hehe

berganti-ganti snap gambar masing-masing.

muka fresh pagi-pagi.bila dah beraya sana sini dah tak fresh macam ni.

and then ayah balik from solat hari raya terus posing depan pintu.

lepas tu terus tetamu sampai a few seconds after ayah balik. sampai kitorang satu family tak sempat nak beraya. *sobs sobs*

my cousins

my youngest sister

my only brother

sempat jugak snap gambar diorang ni walaupun busy serving the guests. then after tetamu dah beransur pulang we decided to beraya bersalam-salaman and adakan family photo moments. itupun tak berapa teratur because nampak dah ada orang sampai kat gate.

inilah heart and soul aku. my mak and ayah.hope they lasts forever together.

US XOXO

girls only with mum and dad

my grandmother

me and cousin.muka dah oily bila seharian beraya.

raya pertama balik rumah pukul 11 malam.tahun lepas takdela sakan macam ni beraya.hihi

ni pulak gambar semalam mase hantar cousin yang tengah-tengah tu balik uitm dia kat lendu, melaka.saje nak share.
 anyway later la pulak ye. let loose.


p/s: selamat bertunang la ye awak yang bertunang hari ni.

a week of cry :')

image from google

emotion is the hardest thing to be handle by a woman. this week I let the emotion wins against me. I cried quite a lot for certain reasons.

one of the reasons was for the new BERNAS raya ads that have touched thousands of people's hearts. one of them was me. it was a very good ads and no matter how many times I watched the ads I'll cry. I can't imagine if I was in their place or if it happens to my siblings. anyhow the ads brought a beautiful message for everyone that I think will make people reflects about themselves and how grateful they are to Allah.

also, I can't imagine if I lost my three very-naughty-lifetime buddies which are my brother and sisters. they always brings me laughter and sunshine to my life.

I think the ads are available on tv but for more satisfaction you should watch the full story on youtube. 

by the way today was the photoshoot and I'm glad we were able to finish it on time.I'll post up the pictures in my next entry :)

let loose.
assalam.

Thanks for watching!!!

since I don't have lots of free blogging time lately because of its Ramadhan now and its quite tiring to blogwalk and update on my blog late at night so now is the time. well I woke up early nearly everyday for sahur and slept very early everyday because I'm tired. I took sometime to update here now because I'm free tonight. tomorrow is the photoshoot for hari raya aidilfitri with all my labmates together with Dr. Azwan and our otai lab assistant En. Hassan. :)

two days ago i didn't sleep at all because my friends and I were making a video for our mental health class assignment. despite of the tired and not having enough sleep *in fact no sleep at all* we're very satisfied of the finished result of the video. the video must be uploaded on youtube yesterday and we must get 500 viewers by next friday. but surprisingly we got 700++ viewers after a day posting it! isn't it amazing?!!! haha

I think we did a quite good job because the lecturer also like the video and he said that it was fun after watching it. you guys should watch it too and commented on the video. I do appreciate if you 're willing to watch it and I appreciate it even more if you commented on it. don't worry because it's not too long and it's fun.

here's the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JWfJjq5B67U

enjoy! 

assalam :)