One second love

I’ve had the moment. It was so far the most romantic moment in my life. The moment that takes my breath away. The moment that makes the world stopped for one second. The moment when I felt like flying and my feet did not touch the ground for a sec. and it all happened in one second.

It was the moment I fell in love. It was beautiful, touchy and mesmerizing. All I can see is him in front of me. Everything around us moves in blur and very fast. It was that second after that I realized that I had fell in love and it was my first love. Everything started when I felt his pinky finger reach my pinky finger when we were walking in a carnival surrounded with so many crowds. And the rest..is history.

It only takes one second to fall in love and it also takes one second to throw away that love.

Ingatan Hujan

Rintik hujan yang turun
Buat hatiku kian meruntun
Tiap kali hujan membasahi bumi
Kau akan hadir di hati ini


Peristiwa lalu masih aku ingati
Di kala hujan kau melangkah pergi
Tinggalkan aku kuyup sendiri


Tidakku harap kau kembali lagi
Untuk kesekian kali aku ingatkan
Jika mahu lagi pergi meninggalkan
Jangan sesekali pergi tika hujan
Kerana tiap kali hujan diturunkan

Kau pasti menjelma di ingatan...

Lost Upon Precious You

Just thinking of you makes me warm


I lost in my memories of you and me


When we were together


Nothing is better


Your presence completed me


When you were there beside me


Your sweet innocent careless move


When you’re with me


Your warm hand


When you held mine


Your cute little voices


When you sang


I lost in my memories of you and me


I had lost upon precious you.

Laut, Udara, Pantai, Yang Amat Yakin Untuk Nanar Ini

Waktu aku ada kau tak hargai
Bila aku pergi
Kau merayu aku kembali
Bukan aku tak mahu kamu lagi
Tapi mungkin ini kehendak Illahi

Siapa kita tuk menentang takdirnya
Cuma usaha dan doa harapan kita tiap masa
Namun pasti Dia juga penentu segala

Pantai, laut, udara jadi saksi
Dua hati yang saling mendekati
Hingga tercetusnya nanar ini
Yang kian kali terjadi
Bila dua hati yang telah mengenali
Temui jalan mati akibat dikhianati

Jangan kau kesali kita jauh begini
Kerana waktu bersama akan ku ingati
Hanya terima kasih buatmu dari hati ini
Akan ku kenang dirimu wahai kekasih hati
Akan ku bawa memori ini sampai mati

random entry

Assalamualaikum.

I've just read the entry from hanis zalikha's blog entitled positively Malaysia. It was interesting and I agreed with her about what she said however I guess not all people in Malaysia are that positive. I've came across quite numbers of negative people. Anyway, I've always admire her (hanis zalikha) writing because somehow it inspires me to write. And not just to write but to write positively. thank you Keknis!

So, what I've been doing all the time I was missing from here?

I've finished my internship which started on June until August. Congratulations to me for completing my three years of my degree study in UKM. yeay!

If it's not too late I wanna wish everyone a Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf atas segala kekurangan pada diri ini. Hope everyone had a bless eid celebration.

Recently, my phone broke down and I've been borrowing other people's phone. Can't imagine what world will be without phone kan? well I'm experiencing it now. Padan muka me lah coz I cannot contact anyone directly now including my parents. so sad yeah but I'll get a new phone soon. Living without phone nowadays is like turning off the connection with the world, with everyone. Feels like dyinggggg. *cry*

so that's it for now.
xoxo
ENDY.

RUNAWAY

if I bounce back

then there'll be a fight

so I remain silent

but when I remain silent

it hurts me deeply inside

you think I'm strong

but you can't see and hear

that I'm crying in my heart

so just let me go away

and be in my own way

I miss you!

I heard your voice everywhere

I saw you here and there

I now realize that I miss you during my spare

and I hope you are here


:)


NA3

KAWAL

mungkin hari ini dia tak berguna
tapi siapa tahu apa yang bakal terjadi hari esok
apa yang kita harapkan tak semestinya berlaku
semua yang berlaku bukankah mengikut kehendakNya

diherdik dihina dicaci tanpa dipinta
itu yang memberikan semangat baru padanya
pengalaman merubah dia menjadi juara
kesabaran meletakkan dia dipuncak kejayaan

katanya sabar kunci keimanan
mahu dapatkan separuh daripada iman memang payah
kerana itu ramai yang tak bersabar
punca kekuatan iman senipis kulit bawang
atau apakah lebih nipis dari itu

kawal diri
kawal kemarahan
kawal iman
cari kejayaan dunia dan akhirat.

NA3

Hikayat Seorang Aqilah: Komitet Gosudarstvennoj Bezopasnosti

Assalamualaikum.

Pada mata dia, segalanya tentang fakta. Tentang rosakknya manusia, bodohnya lelaki, bangangnya wanita. Tentang manusia manusia manusia keliru yang bahagia diperguna. Sebagai objek. Sebagai alat. Biar puas nafsu dia, asal kau dijulang. Bukan?

Dan golongan itu, golongan itu yang salah.

Go to http://hikayatseorangaqilah.blogspot.com/ for more posts.

BOSAN

Dikala suasana sunyi di waktu pagi
Cuma bunyi ketak-ketak yang didengari
Bunyi jari-jemari yang menari di papan kekunci

Aku bosan

Bila agaknya semua ini bakal diakhiri
Dan senyuman akan kembali menghiasi
Menghiasi pipi di dunia indah kami

Aku bosan

Menanti sesuatu yang pasti
Saat yang pasti kami miliki
Biar masa yang akan tepati

Tepati janjinya yang tentu
Menamatkan waktu bosan yang kami tunggu-tunggu

Sungguh! Aku bosan.

NA3

Aku Bukan Kau

bila kau tanya aku sesuatu

aku minta kau tunggu

tapi bila aku tanya kau

kau jawab tanpa minta waktu

aku bukan kau

kau lihat orang marah-marah

tak sempat reda keadaan

konklusi bernas dah kau berikan

tak sempat aku marah dah kau tenangkan

tenyata aku bukan kau

kadangkala ada masa

bila kau sedih kau berduka

walau hiba tak seberapa

air mata kau tak sempat aku seka

laju mengalir tanpa langsung dipinta

tapi bila aku sedih 

kau orang pertama

yang tamatkan aku punya duka

beri aku hilai tawa

aku tak mampu jadi kau

sebab aku bukan kau

NA3