HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013 AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY

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Assalamualaikum.

As everyone is celebrating new year with all families and friends and also loved ones, i'm here curling alone with my books and notes in my room studying for final exams. But its okay as I'm feeling very good because I achieved almost all the things that I want for 2012 in time.

I'm not gonna write a long wish for 2013 as I'm stealing my study time to update here so with this chance I would like to wish to all my family and friends especially ZACK, MOCK, and ROY for giving me such a wonderful time throughout the year. Not to forget my best college buddy ever MISZUE for always be there when I needed her.

The most important wish goes to my beloved Mak and Ayah for giving me endless support from I was a 'comot' little girl until I am a 'clumsy' ENDY now. hehe. And I hope the support will never end as I'm coming to the most crucial time of my life which will be my turning point to who I will be on the next next year.

Then, I wanna thank my so called "mama" which is my favourite aunt Cik Yah for being my best hangout friend ever and my shoulder and always listen to me whenever I'm happy or sad or having problems with friends and also for being my Doctor Love.haha

Last but not least, this is very special. HAPPY NEW YEAR AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my father Mr. Azahan Apandi Ab Kadir. I wish you all the best for your career and may Allah bless you always. :')

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P/S: Ayah, I want iPhone 5!!! hahaha

Anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!

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XOXO,
ENDY.

i'll walk with you till the last mile of my life

assalamualaikum

tajuk entry kali ni kemain panjang lagi ye. aku dedicate tajuk tu to my beloved boyband group WESTLIFE. niat aku bukanlah untuk mengagung-agungkan hiburan ke apa ke. I mean take this on a positive side okay. aku membesar dengan music diorang and sampai ke hari ni me and my sister ingat lagi lagu-lagu hits dorang ni. aku kenal this boy band since i was in primary school and since they are still a five membered group. 

but then baru semalam I've watched their farewell concert. the one that they performed at Croke Park, Dublin. and I tell you what..it was SUPER DUPER AWESOME AND AMAZING!!! that was their last concert and how they say goodbye to all their fans but for me, that was never a goodbye and a farewell because they will always be in my heart and I'll never stop listening to their songs. its very touching to see all the members which is Shane, Nicky, Mark and Kian cried at the end of the concert. I cried too especially when I saw Shane was crying a lot like a baby ='(

soon it will be semester break and I swear the first thing I'm gonna do when I reach home is I'm gonna search for all the westlife VCDs that I have during my childhood and I'm gonna play it back and sing it loud. It was a very emotional moment throughout the concert. it feels like it was their last performance and the crowd was really enjoying all the precious moments together when they sing along with the band. I personally can't believe seeing my childhood idol performing for the very last time after 14 years of their success. their music brings me happiness and always give me inspiration especially when I was growing up. all in all, they means a lot to me. I'm gonna end my dedication to them as I'm gonna rolling in tears again while I'm typing all this. 

(all image credits to google)

I'll walk with you till the last mile of my life and I'm never gonna say GOODBYE cuz I'm never wanna see you cry.

xoxo,

ENDY 

:'(

soon it will be 2013.

salam alaik.

tahun 2012 dah nak sampai penghujungnya. tak lama lagi berduyun-duyunla orang update pasal azam baru. but before that orang akan update pasal christmas. for those yang celebrate christmas jela kot. for me, some of my family did celebrate it every year. anyway its christmas eve sekarang and dua hari lagi dah 25th of december. 

kalau nak story semua cerita best tahun 2012 lapan puloh lapan entry pun tak habis rasanya. so what i'm gonna do is highlight story yang best-best and remove story yang tak best from my memory. *deleting*. done. 

earlier this year I was still in my second year.tak berapa nak matured lagi. then on April my class buat video project for Pengenalan Produk Oleokimia subject and we had such a good times. one of the memory that I'll never forget sampai bila-bila *becuz I jadi heroin video uolls!*. It's a once in a lifetime chance for me. HAHA.

On May, my class went on a Lawatan Industri trip to Pahang. the resort we stayed at was very near to the Teluk Cempedak beach and it was a very beautiful scenery there. gila cantik Teluk Cempedak tu. And dekat sinila titik permulaan macam mana ZACK,ENDY and ROY boleh jadi rapat. we lepak-lepak at the beach along with CHESTER late at night sambil chit chatting and cuci mata. never know that lepas tu we all boleh jadi rapat macam sekarang :') 

then on July kalau tak silap its semester break and some of my friends and I stayed for a short semester as well as helping Dr.A with the research. the one that we all jadi temporary research assistant tu. mase tu we create tons of memories and those memory will be in my heart like forever. 

there comes August. the month of Ramadhan and raya. it was great fasting with friends sambil ke kelas and working in the lab. penat pun bersama, buka puasa bersama. there was one day we all buka puasa sama-sama at Dr.A's place where we help him sediakan juadah for berbuka and it was fun. real fun. lepas tu we went to shoot some great pictures for raya. all credits to the excellent photographer Awwab. then I went home for raya and had a blast time at kampung.

the Agasses 2012

on September, we all came back for a new start on a new semester. its very exciting yet scary because we are starting the final year of our study. macam-macam ada dalam fikiran masing-masing masa tu because we already aware of the challenge of being a final year student. its a tough semester but we managed to pass the hectic time successfully. may Allah brings us success. Amin. now we're waiting for the final battle of this semster which is the final examination. #praying. 

Wake me up when september ends! October was also one of the best month of this year because we went for a trip to Riau, Indonesia. the memory will never be erased from my mind because i love to travel like a lot. it was great times, meeting great people, had lots of great food and see a lot of great thing. and if i can sum up all the great experience in one word it would be WONDERFUL! and then on October also we went for another brilliant project at USIM. we went there for i-INOVA exhibition. google it and you'll know what the exhibition is all about cuz I won't explain. panjang sangat nanti.hehe.

On November, basically there was no big thing happened except that we all are sooo freakin' busy with finishing our proposal for the final year project, never ending assignments,tests, exams and countless presentation. 

the same busy for December as we are going to end the semester and finish what we needs to be finished. But December is my favourite time of the year because my birthday is on 4th of December where I got a memorable surprise by my beloved ZACK, MOCK and ROY at Alamanda, Putrajaya. I couldn't be happier thanks to them. :')

the surprise memory 2012

We finished this semester with an epic memory of proposal presentation. And another memorable year is going to end soon. there will be a lot of great and beautiful memories more in the next year I hope. In Sha Allah.

Acu with nieces and nephews 2012

XOXO, 

ENDY.

random entry #7

Semenjak dua menjak ni ada je drama baik di instagram mahupun twitter. Aku takdela ikut sangat perkembangan dunia sosial ni tapi ada jugak la terbaca sikit-sikit. Maklumla aku pun ada twitter dan ada jugakla follow twitter blogger femes. *eceh*. Aku ni takdela pandai sangat menulis tapi saja nak buat blog jugak. Cita-cita tinggi macam nak jadi blogger famos amos tu takdela cuma sekurang-kurangnya dapat release tension dengan menulis. Bukan apa aku ni jenis yang suke bercakap jugakla. Tapi takdela jenis potpetpotpet 24 jam tak berhenti tu. Tapi bila mood tengah high giler nak bercerita pastu tetiba ada orang potong line nak bercakap, aku jadi down. So bagi aku la, tulis lagi baik daripada bengang tak sempat habis cakap lagi orang dah potong line. Aku tak tahula orang lain tapi kalau aku rasa nak cerita something dekat orang pastu ada orang menyampuk masa aku tengah cerita and aku tak sempat habis cakap aku rasa loser giler. Rasa macam nak tanam kepala bawah tanah macam burung unta pun ada. Seriusly tak boleh ke dengar dulu sampai habis baru cakap. Tak sabar betul.

Berbalik pada isu twitter. Twitter ni bagus jugak sebab kita free untuk tweet apa-apa je yang kita suka dengan pantas dan efisien. Pastu takde orang boleh komen atau share sesuka hati melainkan kita punya twitter tak protected. Tapi apa yang aku perhatikan twitter ni banyak jugak keburukan die. Paling ketara ialah bila twitter jadi tempat untuk mengutuk, memaki dan sebagainya yang sama waktu dengannya. Boleh pecah belah orang pasal benda alah ni tak kira la persahabatan, percintaan mahupun hubungan kekeluargaan. Tak elokla bila tweet semata-mata untuk kutuk orang or nak marah orang tak tentu pasal. Tweet unmensi lagi satu hal. Bila tak sebut sape orang yang ditujukan dalam tweet tu orang lain yang baca mula la nak perasan “eh aku ke yang dia dok marah tu?” “dia ni cakap pasal aku ke?”. Secara tak langsung orang mula tak sedap hati dan pikir bukan-bukan. So lepas ni korang tweet la benda yang berfaedah ye contoh macam ajak orang main futsal ke keluar makan ke. Contoh ye. Contoh. Peringatan ni untuk diri sendiri jugak.

XOXO,
ENDY.

random entry #6

PENAT. 

tu je perkataan yang berlegar-legar dalam minda aku tiap kali aku sampai bilik tiap hari. sengal-sengal badan usah dikata la bila tiap hari aku berjalan lebih kurang 2 kilometer pegi dan balik so totalnya 4 kilo gua jalan setiap hari okayy. dah mampu bakar berapa ratus kalori dah tu. tapi kaki gua tetap maintain drumstick jugak. (drumstick disini digambarkan peha ayam ye bukan kayu drum harap maklum)

macam hari-hari kebiasaan jugak bila balik bilik pada petang hari selalunya aku akan merehatkan minda dengan membaca novel kegemaran atau menonton movie dekat laptop kesayangan. tak macam student universiti lain yang ada saje aktiviti waktu petang seperti ke gimnasium untuk joging atau senamrobik, ke kolam untuk berenang, ke kedai mamak melepaskan rindu pada roti telur mahupun maggi goreng (tapi bukan mihun goreng), malah ada juga yang melepas rindu pada katil dan bantal empuk di bilik. aku ni jenis yang tak tidur waktu petang terutamanya lepas waktu asar. bukanla nak tunjuk alim ke hape sebab orang kata tidur lepas asar ni tak elok. tapi aku memang tak boleh tidur waktu tu pasal kalau aku tidur jugak memang mengundang kepala untuk sakit bila bangun. 

sampai masuk waktu maghrib baru aku bangun dan tunaikan kewajipan aku sebagai manusia which is mandi, solat dan sebagainya. sebelah malam pula ditemani lagu-lagu kegemaran aku buat kerja. kadang buat tugasan yang nak kena hantar esoknya *maklumla aku ni memang jenis spesis yang buat kerja last minit* kadang buat ulangkaji kadang termenung berangan je kat meja belajar tu. tapi kebanyakan masa aku dihabiskan atas talian mencari kepuasan berjaringan sosial dengan rakan-rakan yang jauh mahupun dekat.

tentang makan malam pula. kadang teman-teman spagetii aku akan ajak aku makan lepas pukul 8 malam. tak kirala makan di mapley atau di kedai-kedai makan biasa mahupun mewah kami pasti bahagia kerana dapat makan bersama. begitulah aku dengan teman-teman rapat.janji sehidup semati. begitula hari aku berlalu setiap hari. bosan bukan namun bagi yang belum menempuhi alam universiti pastikan hidup anda tidak bosan seperti ini. muahaha 

XOXO,

ENDY

each of your step counts

assalamualaikum.

have you ever wondered what you're gonna be in 10 years time? I woke up everyday with hundreds of question in my mind such as,,,

‘how today’s gonna be?’

‘what will I go through today?’

‘at what time will I finish attending classes?’

‘what I’m gonna have for breakfast,lunch and dinner?’

Etc etc…

Today I met my junior (oleochemistry junior). I never expect that the 45 minutes of conversation with her would change my perspective towards life and decision that I make in my life. While waiting for ZACK and MOCK to come to class this morning, I sat at the chemistry department lobby with her.

At first we just talk about classes,lecturers,holidays,and exams. Then we talked about the toughness of the subject in our course and then she said that its not a big problem for her. I ask her why and the rest is history. She told me of how she arranged her subject from her first year in university and she is willingly to extend the time from 3 years to longer because she wanted to focus on her study.

From my opinion, what she did was clever. If I can turn back time, I think that was exactly what I’m gonna do. I don’t really care of age or any other factors because as long as I can make my parents proud with me then that’s fine. The way she told me, I know she is really enjoying herself now.

So moral of the story is every important step in your life lies in your own hand wether you realise it or not. Better regret earlier aite.

XOXO,

ENDY :)

tak dan perkaitannya

"aku tak makan kacang tapi kuah kacang aku makan"

"aku tak makan lempeng tapi pancake aku sukeeee"

"saya tak makan petai tapi petai dalam sambal petai saya makan"

"tak suka pakai skinny jeans weh tapi kalau skinny cantik aku pakai"

"aku makan pisang tapi kalau pisang tu dah lebam aku tak nak"

aku tak pasti kalau aku sorang je ade perangai tak senoonoh macam ni or ada lagi orang lain macam aku. well i think its normal to be like this sebab taste orang lain-lain kan. basically tak sama sebab setiap orang dilahirkan dalam environment and keadaan yang berbeza.

berdasarkan pembacaan dan pengetahuan aku yang tak seberapa ni la, persekitaran mampu pengaruhi seseorang. even kalau kita tengok dalam sesebuah family pun tak semua ada taste yang sama walaupun semua ada taste yang lebih kurang #ayatmacamkellyng.

tapi sekarang almost everyday aku kena nganjing ngan MOCK ZACK and ROY sebab perangai pelik aku ni. well aku rasa ada orang lagi pelik dari aku kottt. contohnya macam meehoon dijadikan makanan kebangsaan. or or "I tak makan daging tapi kalau daging tu lembut baru I makan" ha ha ha

at least ade orang lagi pelik dari I hokayyy =)
takpela yang penting aku sayang diorang semua.fullstop :)

XOXO,
ENDY

finally i've turn 21!

assalamualaikum

tanggal 4 disember 2012 (beberapa hari yang lepas) aku secara rasminya telah dianugerahkan dengan title "dewasa" sebab finally aku dah masuk umur 21. orang kata bila dah masuk umur 21 ni kita dah dewasa. dah dapat kunci kebebasan 'key to freedom' gittew.

Si MOCK, ZACK dengan ROY asyik gelakkan aku je bila aku cakap pasal kunci kebebasan ni.katanya diorang dah lama dah dapat.memangla dah lama sebab korang dah lama masuk 21. dah lama tua.LOL.

anyway on that lucky day i've got many birthday wishes baik from family (except mom and dad yang sampai hari ni lupa nak wish), from friends and relatives. tapi yang paling best is bila bestfriends treats you on your birthday. the best part is the surprise part XD. love you guys sooooo fucking freaking much. got cakes from secret recipe which was like yummmeh! and i got to watch a 3D movie for the first time on that day. and it was AMAZING!!! tengok movie best in 3D pulak memanglah amazing. that day we watched LIFE OF PI. it was a really great story. cukup rencah la cerita tu. sedih ada happy ada takut ada semua ada lah. high motivation and fully packed with moral values. aspek religion pun ada and they are not biased and stated the true facts about sesebuah religion.

cakap pasal rencah teringat kisah kami 4 orang.nak tau klik sini. #sempatpromote

actually dari hari birthday tu lagi aku nak up entry cerita pasal birthday surprise ni tapi memandangkan minggu ni pack giler lebih pack dari ikan sardin dalam tin tu so hari ni baru dapat tulis. ade lagi yang nak aku cerita tapi save it on the next entry.

XOXO
ENDY :)

minggu tengok wayang..i'm lovin' it!

assalamualaikum.

i ho i ho..harap maklum ini effect setelah tengok wayang cerita ISTANBUL AKU DATANG. frankly speaking aku kurang minat nak tengok wayang cerita melayu. bukan tak nak sokong industri perfileman Malaysia cuma kadang-kadang movie melayu is not worth to be watch and paid for. *hollywood sangat*

so sekarang bolehla buat review sket-sket walaupun review article untuk assignments belom siap lagi. kekeke LOL. okay back to the story aku rasa cerita ISTANBUL AKU DATANG ni first filem romantik komedi melayu yang fun, cute, and tak bosan tengok. sape belum tengok lagi go book your ticket now.hehe

lepas tu another film yang berjaya aku tengok is SKYFALL. yang ni memang legend ahh sebab james bond punya film. honestly aku memang tak pernah tengok film james bond walaupun membesar dengan era james bon di *yeke???* tapi seriusly aku tak pernah tengok film dia. edisi ke-23 ni which is SKYFALL baru aku tonton. and memang sangat best movie ni and menyesal tak tengok dari dulu. sekarang tercari-cari movies james bond yang lama-lama.

okay next movie is JAB TAK HAI JAAN. this one memang AWESOME!!! memang boleh bagi 5 star for this movie. siap lepas habis movie most orang dalam hall bangun and bagi standing ovation sambil tepuk tangan okay. kelas la Yash Chopra ni. anyway sayangnya sebab ni filem last yang dia buat before he died. walaupun duration film ni lama which is 3 hours but believe me it is worth to be watch. anyway Shah Rukh Khan memang forever handsome,tampan,macho segala lah and he still doesn't lose his dance. dia memang LEGEND. will always be in my heart. jyeahhh *LOVE*

anyway rasanya cukuplah review tu kot. conclusionnya semua yang aku tengok ni best. full stop.

enjoy the movie! let loose!
love, NA3.

random entry #5

assalamualaikum.

masa cuti kat kampus ni agak membosankan because suasana kat sini quite sunyi. ramai yang balik rumah but then ramai jugak yang tak balik aku tengok. and today something happened in the campus. and because this campus is the main campus of UKM so the news spread faster.

kite sedia maklum sekarang memang musim hujan and if i'm right sekarang musim angin monsun timur barat. tadi when me and my besties tengah buat homework sambil online yamyam came across a picture kat fb with a caption "tsunami di UKM".

surprisingly the picture was uploaded a few minutes after the accident happens. gambar tu menunjukkan laluan pejalan kaki or yamyam call it susur gajah sepanjang jalan tepi DECTAR UKM tu roboh because of the heavy rain and wind petang tadi. teruk jugak la because we heard that lebih kurang 25 biji kereta kena hempap and dua orang student master injured because of that runtuhan.

pics courtesy of fb

as you can see above kereta-kereta yang parking very near to that laluan kena hempap but not just that, kereta yang park depan row kereta yang kena hempap ni pun tak selamat. cermin pecah-pecah and kereta kemek jugak. may Allah have mercy.

well everything happens for a good reason kan. maybe ada hikmahnya behind all that happened.

let loose! salam!

p/s: happy diwali to all indians out there :)

random entry #4

assalamualaikum

okay memandangkan proposal dah siap ditaip and dah dihantar dah pun so bolehla menaip disini. seriously pack giler rase minggu before cuti midsem nih because me and my friends dihujani dengan kerja yang bertimbun.

nasib baik la proposal sempat disiapkan before the deadline. itupun kitorang sempat main snooker, tengok wayang and pegi karaoke lagi.hohoho.assignments yang kena submit awal dah pun kitorang submit. tinggal nak buat homework mase cuti, betulkan balik proposal yang dah siap ditanda, study for midsem exams and tolong our dearest supervisor, Dr. A a.k.a acu with his work. because he is super duper busy lately sampai tak menang tangan nak handle all his work.

anyway, dengan kerja yang berlambak-lambak lagi tak siap ni problems with friends tak setel-setel jugak. we are still not okay. moga Allah beri petunjuk pada kami. amin :)

minggu yang hectic ni aku dapat tidur berapa jam je sehari. siapkan kerja sampai pagi and kelas sampai ke petang.seriously penat jadi final year student ni. penat yang amat tau. so harus jadi seorang yang tabah untuk tempuh final year. bukan dari segi study je cabarannya but the challenge is the whole. i mean from study, family, friends, lecturers, fate and so on.

as i'm going through this challenging year i hope whoever is in the same situation as me is given good times and may their work be easier. amin.

let loose peeps!

I AM SORRY (T_T)

assalamualaikum.

memandangkan blogging ni one of the way to express the feeling so aku gunakan kesempatan ni untuk luahkan apa yang terbuku di hati ni. orang kata tak baik simpan perasaan sorang-sorang. kalau tak nanti kena depression tak pun sakit mental or worse comes to worst jadi pendendam yang sakit mental. bahaya tuuu.

lately friendship among agasses dah tak macam dulu. kalau dulu kami really unite sekarang tak lagi. it all happens after we went to Riau few weeks ago. actually before kitorang pegi pun dah ada issue dah. tapi seriously aku tak sangka it will end up like this. now semua ikut haluan masing-masing.ada yang tak bertegur sapa. tak pegi kelas sama-sama. tak duduk makan semeja. even kalau duduk makan semeja pun belum tentu bertegur sapa.

everything happens at Riau makes me wonder if we will ever be united like before. those happy memories, sweet moments and good times together before buat aku betul-betul sedih bila teringat balik. well nobody's perfect kan. buat salah tu tak mustahil bagi seorang yang bernama manusia. even me myself ada buat salah. banyak pun and I apologized for every wrongdoings that I've done. aku rasa dalam hal ni salah faham and miscommunication yang buat semua ni jadi twisted and susah nak diselesaikan.

yela bukan senang nak ungkapkan kata "maaf". it tooks guts to do that tapi orang yang boleh rendahkan ego dia and mintak maaf bagi aku orang yang noble. tak mudah wei serius tak mudah. and what really touched me is we've been so close for more than a year and it took only one week for us to be separated like this. T_T

if only I can go back to that time I wish I could fix everything. deep in my heart I really want us agasses to be together like we always do before but if this is the best for us now I accept this fate and may all of us be blessed by Allah forever. may we all succeed in everything that we are striving for. 

AMIN

wordless wednesday #4

O Allah, unite our heart forever please T.T

random entry #3

Assalamualaikum and if its not too late selamat hari raya.hiks

Jangan tanya apasal lambat benor wish for eid mubarak because you know everyone will be very busy when it comes to hari raya. lepas raya pulak ade final exam and cuti cuma tinggal a week before entering a new semester. ditambah lagi dengan nervousness nak masuk final year *which dah start dah right now*. everything was hmm i would say a bit chaotic for me. lagi-lagi bila second family ku kat kajang buat openhouse hari aku check in kat kolej. huru-hara mana nak check in ambik kunci bila nak hangkut barang-barang bila nak unpack. nampak tak betapa crowdednya fikiran aku masa tu.

Anyway semua tu dah lepas and dah settled dah pun. cuma banyak benda nak ambik lagi kat rumah tu sebab banyak benda tertinggal bila pack barang last minute. my final year starts with well i can say its awkward-yet-interesting. first kelas hari tu macam awkward and i don't know weather because everyone is homesick,nervous or sebab we the agasses macam dah semulajadi rapat but everyone baru nak adjust diri sebab lama tak jumpa. tapi aku rasa uncomfortable dalam class sampai hari ni. hope everything will be better soon.

Kali ni aku lebih bersemangat masuk semester baru and aku pun kurang sure kenapa. maybe because aku baru tukar netbook or because aku dapat bilik sama.entah. anyway my hope for this sem is that i'll be studying continuously bukannya last minute macam sem lepas-lepas. 

GANBATEH! 

image from google

2012 eidul fitri.

Assalamualaikum.

Dek kerana kesibukan melampau pada musim hari raya seminggu yang lepas maka tak berupdatelah belog ini. I think its not too late for me to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN for today is still dalam bulan syawal. ade jugak gian nak meng 'up' entry masa kat kampung hari tu but then baru je aku nak on lappy ade je orang datang rumah. semua gara-gara ayah buat his special homemade roti canai yang 'everybody loves it' tu.

anyway kalau nak cerita pasal raya satgi empat hari empat malam pun tak sudah nak dibaca entry aku ni. so biarlah memoria raya this year aku sematkan dalam ingatan aje. well everybody have their own version of raya story kan. lagipun aku rasa raya tahun ni agak hambar daripada selalu and rasa macam sekejap je duduk rumah because of aku balik lambat and so on.

but of course I wanna share gambar-gambar raya tahun ni. sekarang kan trend orang share gambar je. sampai nak masuk tandas pun share kat instagram. aku takdela snap banyak gambar pun tapi untuk kenangan tu adela sket-sket.


ok lets start with this pic.

 ini kek yang member ayah bagi and since aku buat kek tak berapa nak jadi so just nice la aku hidang kek ni.kekeke

these were some of the dish yang my lovely mak buat. antara juadah wajib every year is nasi impit and kuah kacang. and this year ayah buat his special roti canai with kari kambing.yumyum :)

and while they were off to semayang raya we yang tak pegi semayang raya *well you know why* sempat camwhoring while waiting for them to be home. that was me and my lovely younger sister isya.

both of us posing banyak-banyak sementara takde orang lagi kat rumah.hehe

berganti-ganti snap gambar masing-masing.

muka fresh pagi-pagi.bila dah beraya sana sini dah tak fresh macam ni.

and then ayah balik from solat hari raya terus posing depan pintu.

lepas tu terus tetamu sampai a few seconds after ayah balik. sampai kitorang satu family tak sempat nak beraya. *sobs sobs*

my cousins

my youngest sister

my only brother

sempat jugak snap gambar diorang ni walaupun busy serving the guests. then after tetamu dah beransur pulang we decided to beraya bersalam-salaman and adakan family photo moments. itupun tak berapa teratur because nampak dah ada orang sampai kat gate.

inilah heart and soul aku. my mak and ayah.hope they lasts forever together.

US XOXO

girls only with mum and dad

my grandmother

me and cousin.muka dah oily bila seharian beraya.

raya pertama balik rumah pukul 11 malam.tahun lepas takdela sakan macam ni beraya.hihi

ni pulak gambar semalam mase hantar cousin yang tengah-tengah tu balik uitm dia kat lendu, melaka.saje nak share.
 anyway later la pulak ye. let loose.


p/s: selamat bertunang la ye awak yang bertunang hari ni.

a week of cry :')

image from google

emotion is the hardest thing to be handle by a woman. this week I let the emotion wins against me. I cried quite a lot for certain reasons.

one of the reasons was for the new BERNAS raya ads that have touched thousands of people's hearts. one of them was me. it was a very good ads and no matter how many times I watched the ads I'll cry. I can't imagine if I was in their place or if it happens to my siblings. anyhow the ads brought a beautiful message for everyone that I think will make people reflects about themselves and how grateful they are to Allah.

also, I can't imagine if I lost my three very-naughty-lifetime buddies which are my brother and sisters. they always brings me laughter and sunshine to my life.

I think the ads are available on tv but for more satisfaction you should watch the full story on youtube. 

by the way today was the photoshoot and I'm glad we were able to finish it on time.I'll post up the pictures in my next entry :)

let loose.
assalam.

Thanks for watching!!!

since I don't have lots of free blogging time lately because of its Ramadhan now and its quite tiring to blogwalk and update on my blog late at night so now is the time. well I woke up early nearly everyday for sahur and slept very early everyday because I'm tired. I took sometime to update here now because I'm free tonight. tomorrow is the photoshoot for hari raya aidilfitri with all my labmates together with Dr. Azwan and our otai lab assistant En. Hassan. :)

two days ago i didn't sleep at all because my friends and I were making a video for our mental health class assignment. despite of the tired and not having enough sleep *in fact no sleep at all* we're very satisfied of the finished result of the video. the video must be uploaded on youtube yesterday and we must get 500 viewers by next friday. but surprisingly we got 700++ viewers after a day posting it! isn't it amazing?!!! haha

I think we did a quite good job because the lecturer also like the video and he said that it was fun after watching it. you guys should watch it too and commented on the video. I do appreciate if you 're willing to watch it and I appreciate it even more if you commented on it. don't worry because it's not too long and it's fun.

here's the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JWfJjq5B67U

enjoy! 

assalam :)

wordless wednesday #3

random entry #2

I'm super tired *macam ni* - pic source: google.

kebelakangan ni tak sempat nak update kat sini because of I'm very busy during the day and malamnya pulak I'm very tired. almaklumla balik bilik after office hour dah pukul lima setengah petang. disebabkan dekat lab terhidu all types of chemicals so asal balik je kepala berdenyut-denyut. 

almost everyday balik dengan headache and menyebabkan aku tidur awal pada sebelah malam. so conclusionnya banyak kerja akan tertangguh la kan.

last night aku kena siapkan assignment for my environmental and health class. kepala dah pening masa tu lepas tu assignment tu menambahkan lagi pening and nak kena edit part yang budak lelaki buat lagi. 

last-last bila dah siap that headache became worser sampai I feel like vomiting. teruk betul. 

then I decided to sleep earlier than usual and I slept at ten. worse comes to worst malam tadi pulak la felo-felo kolej nak buat spotcheck. so aku dikejutkan pada pukul 1 pagi semata-mata untuk spotcheck tersebut. damn. but what can I do, its a protocol. whatever.

hari ni aku ada terbaca something interesting masa online which is budak sekolah dibenarkan bawak handphone ke sekolah. 

and I was like REALLY??? IS THIS FOR REAL??? 

untunglahhh budak-budak sekolah zaman sekarang boleh bawak bb,iPhone,samsung galaxy SIII, and so on pegi sekolah. tapi kesian budak-budak yang tak berkemampuan nanti jelly-jelly tengok kawan bawak handphone canggih. 

for me, I personally rasa this matter should not be encouraged. of course la ada kelebihan boleh bawak phone pegi sekolah and ada syarat yang ditetapkan bila bawak but then there will still be disadvantages and for me I think it won't be necessary to bring phone to school. ada banyak lagi cara lain if it is for safety and connection. tapi itu cuma my opinion la.

anyway if I have children I think I won't allow them to bring phone to school because I think never the less they'll misuse it somehow. I used to bring phone to school when I was in secondary school and I misused it.

let loose and assalamualaikum =)

kerja.kelas.lepak.penat.NIM'S ISLAND???

hari-hari balik ke bilik dalam keadaan kepala berdenyut-denyut and badan kepenatan tak terhingga. itulah lumrah hidup bila dah bekerja agaknya. baru sekarang aku sedar and aku tahu betapa susahnya mak ayah aku banting tulang empat kerat untuk cari rezeki. *ececeh ayat nak dramatik habis je*

rutin aku seharian sejak dah keje ni agak penat dari kebiasaan. tapi aku redha sebab inilah yang akan mematangkan aku and jadikan aku seorang yang berguna kelak. we learn from experience and mistakes. pagi-pagi seawal jam 8 aku dah mula gerak ke makmal kimia which where i work now. sampai ke office punchcard dulu before masuk lab. if geng-geng lab dah ada kitorang akan breakfast dulu or aku akan buat kerja lab sikit sambil tunggu diorang arrive kat lab untuk ajak breaky sesama.

then if ada kelas we all akan pergi kelas but then hari selasa and khamis aku akan pegi kelas sorang-sorang because diorang tak ambil kelas yang aku ambil tu. then we all akan break untuk lunch from 1 p.m. till 2 p.m. *lebih kurang la*

after that sambung labwork lagi because most of us takde kelas petang except a few yang ade kelas waktu petang. pukul 4.30 macam tu usually labwork sume dah siap and kitorang siap-siap untuk balik. kadang-kadang extend jugak la sampai pukul 5 lebih sebab experiment kimia yang tak boleh nak tinggalkan macam tu aje. then punchcard balik and terus balik bilik.

yang specialnya hari ni after lab session dah habis, me and my collegue (lola,imran,kat,yam yam and mus) keluar makan. we all went to nim's little island which located at sungai ramal. the food was awesome and i had great times there and it's my first time makan kat situ. rasanya worth it untuk pergi lagi sekali or berkali-kali lagi lepas ni. hilang kejap sakit kepala sebab penat keje seharian.

me order spaghetti carbonara which was AWESOME

and then aku jadi ceria sebab diorang recommend aku order soda ceria nihhh

sangat tempting kannnn.kalau nak tahu ending carbonara tuh macam nihh

haa licin tau tak.memang takleh hide lagi dah aku ni peminat pasta :)

anyway makan kat nim's island ni memang best sebab tempatnya agak cantik cuma quite annoying bila ada nyamuk and kucing berkeliaran. excited sangat makan tadi sampai lupa nak snap pic kawan-kawan sambil makan.maybe next time okayyy.

let loose and assalamualaikum.