Cakes and Candles.

Birthdays. It’s the one day that I always hope it won’t end quickly for it is a very special day for me. The day I was born into this world is the day worth remembering (well at least for me). It happens to be every 4th of December every year hence December is always my favourite month. 

My first birthday party is when I was 4 years old. I got my first story book from my dad. Mom and dad invited my friends, my cousins and some other kids I didn’t even know. It was fun and exciting until I fell down bumping to one of the kids when we were running around playing. I was calmed by my mum and went back playing when the party started. 

This year, I spend my first birthday as a wife. Still very special as I got flowers and kisses the other day. Anyway, I hope everyone gets a special birthday time as me every year. 

Till next time, 

Andy

November rants.

Hi loyal readers.

It’s been a few weeks but don’t worry I’m still alive. 😂. There’s so much going on in my life in which I’m juggling between work, learning on how to be a good wife, adapting to a new lifestyle and most importantly getting ready to be a mom. Yes. I’m already 8 weeks pregnant 🤰. For me it’s quite early because I think I’m not ready and my target of pregnancy is after around 7 months of marriage but I guess we’ll never be ready until the time comes. 

So my morning and evening now is accompanied with nausea, vomiting and dizziness which is very uncomfortable but bearable. However, that is not all ladies and gentleman. I feel sleepy all the time, not to mention fatigue, back pain, losing my appetite and many more normal pregnancy symptoms that every pregnant women have. I don't have many allergies to food but I cannot stand the smell of cigarette smoke and every time smelling it I'll feel like vomiting. So my days had been like a roller coaster this November and I really hope that December will be super nice to me. I've always love December as it is my birth month and I'm welcoming December with an open heart.

Apart from being a struggling mom-to-be, lately I've been missing my family so much. It feels like packing my whole thing and going back to my hometown for good but don't worry I still am rational and I know I have commitments of being someones wife and also commitments to my work. Missing someone and not being able to see them is a very painful feeling. It does hurt sometimes because I'm in a state that needs full support so I feel like I need my mum all the time. Lucky me I have a very nice mom in law but still, its not the same. Mom will know exactly what I need and knows how cranky I can be at times and knows what to do. It is very challenging to not have your mum by your side during your first big thing like this. But it's okay, I'm a fighter and a strong woman, as far as I know I've been through so many big challenges alone and I'll stay positive on this. Many more challenging days to come and I'll share almost all my pregnancy journey with all of you lovely readers soon.

Till next time,
ENDY.